I give up
Why should I try
Any longer
Constantly
I’ve been weighed
Measured
Found wanting
Worthless
Worth less
Than a word
An effort
My mistakes
Are too fucking great
To ever forgive
Apparently
I am flawed
And faulted
I am needed
And wanted
But at the end of the day
Fuck me
I’m thrown away
For mistakes
That could not
Be forgiven
All that I
Have given of myself
Is not enough
To love
I can’t keep trying
I won’t
It hurts
To be left
So broken
By yet another
Who has spoken
All those words
Of love and support
That I needed to hear
Someone whose heart
I held so dear
Who finds it so easy
To just
walk
away
Through all
That we’ve been through
Trials
Fucking tribulations
And I was always there
I always showed
I care
But yet again
I’m just a whore
Just more trash
Worth nothing more
Than a hurtful
Hateful
Parting word
Why do I try
Why do I care..
Throw your words at me
My dearest friend
Let me know
How far
You’d go to end
All that we have built
Then let your silence
Fucking silt
My soul
I have nothing more
I have nothing more
I have nothing more
Than all that I have given
All that I have meant
That turns out to be
Too fucking little
Once again