I give up
Why should I try
Any longer
Constantly
I’ve been weighed
Measured
Found wanting
Worthless
Worth less
Than a word
An effort
My mistakes
Are too fucking great
To ever forgive
Apparently
I am flawed
And faulted
I am needed
And wanted
But at the end of the day
Fuck me
I’m thrown away
For mistakes
That could not
Be forgiven
All that I
Have given of myself
Is not enough
To love
I can’t keep trying
I won’t
It hurts
To be left
So broken
By yet another
Who has spoken
All those words
Of love and support
That I needed to hear
Someone whose heart
I held so dear
Who finds it so easy
To just
walk
away
Through all
That we’ve been through
Trials
Fucking tribulations
And I was always there
I always showed
I care
But yet again
I’m just a whore
Just more trash
Worth nothing more
Than a hurtful
Hateful
Parting word
Why do I try
Why do I care..
Throw your words at me
My dearest friend
Let me know
How far
You’d go to end
All that we have built
Then let your silence
Fucking silt
My soul
I have nothing more
I have nothing more
I have nothing more
Than all that I have given
All that I have meant
That turns out to be
Too fucking little
Once again
May 18th, 2014 at 2:30 PM
Reblogged this on stgreenie.
May 18th, 2014 at 7:53 PM
Thanks for the reblog Steve. Another one of those that I wrote, decided not to post, then reconsidered.
❤
May 18th, 2014 at 11:16 PM
Come back and chat with me sometime, Viki? I haven’t abandoned you!
June 17th, 2014 at 3:08 AM
Not only are your words beautiful but also bleed what your heart is feeling
And that takrs my breath away.
Love it and love u
July 2nd, 2014 at 10:36 PM
I’m sorry I just now saw this!
Thank you so much. That means a lot. ❤