Someone somewhere
Something had the key
Somehow
They unleashed me
Upon myself
Pacing caged
My mind enraged
Heart racing
Thoughts chasing
Panic erasing
What little remained
The physical
Agonizing
Realization
I’ve been caught
By my own claws
Something’s rotting
Away inside me
My own divinity
Is cock blocking me
I’m spent
I relent
I can no longer stay
I’m pent up
I’ve been here
Far too long already
The words I sought
The cure to my own
But what was wrought
But more senseless pain
Nothing ventured
Let’s lay blame
On each others shoulders
Laurels to the winner
And loser both
Wreaths of thorns
That snare and shed
Red blood of their own
This chaos
This pandemonium
Heart racing
Thoughts chasing
Soul crushing
Just leave me alone
I am not fit
For human consumption
I lack the wit
The drive
I’m too hurt inside
Don’t hold me unless
You intend to crush me
To destroy everything
That’s come before
Lining up words in my head
Standing with a shotgun
Filled with dread
Taking aim at every word
That I have ever spoken
Wishing I could
Blow each away
Wishing to take back
Every god damned word
Lay them in a grave
Forsaken
Heart racing
Thoughts chasing
I’ve been here
Far too long already
Don’t touch me
Your tenderness
Hurts too much
Just leave me here
To slowly bleed
Get thee
Behind me
Again
Lemme hear from you!